Hi I’m looking for any RA sufferers. I started having symptoms at 17 and now 34. I’ve never been in the remission phase and the disease has been very aggressive. I’m terrified of my future. I’m starting to lose function of my hands recently. I’m a nurse so it’s very frustrating and embarrassing to start dropping things and not being able to open things in front of my patients. It’s also really hard being a mom of two little ones. I’m in so much pain most days I feel like it’s not fair to my kids. I’m on biologics and hydroxychlroquine. Any suggestions appreciated.